How Can I

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everything i used to have, well
seems to have gone away
everyone who used to be there
is not here today
i'm trying to keep myself together
i'm trying to stay strong
but i'm grasping at threads of nothingness
how can i fucking go on

all i can feel is loss, weakness and fear
everything so fucking distant
nothing left that's near
all senses choked and numb
or fucking gone
i feel so close to the bottom

how can i fucking go on
how can i go on

remember when things felt together
not broken apart
i remember i used to feel something
other than ache, in my heart
but now those days feel
so far fucking gone
i feel so close to the bottom

you can't get past this

i can't fucking do this
(i can fucking do this?)


from Freak Dream, released November 22, 2016



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Freak Dream Vancouver, British Columbia

New solo project from current member of Big EviL and Togetherness and former member of SSRIs, The Rebel Spell and Sprïng.

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